Forbidden Love

Since she ´ve got here, we became more and more close, 10 years separates our entirely different worlds. In one of them there is a 20 years old teenager wich is starting to live, starting to lern and still thinking what does she wants in life. On the other hand, there i am, in my 30´s, starting new challenges, taking more responsabilities, seeking for new horizons.

I was willing to teach her how to work, she doesn´t even know how to type a letter properly, she seems so vulnerable so fragile so fresh, she laughs all the time.

She seems to admire me because of all the things that i can only guess, she thinks she can´t do.

She is really sweet. I can feel certain feelings growing inside me, i can´t tell if those same feelings are inside her, but every time we cross our sights is quite dangerous. By the way, she have a boyfriend that she used to date for a long time, then they splitted up, have an 8 months gap and now they are back again.

I used that to try and get her out of my mind, but it´s not working. Plus she told me today that she doesn´t see him too much.

This is some kind of recurrent situation in my life, the exciting of having the forbidden thing?
Or is it just another coincidence?

Anyway it is absolutely amazing the power that a forbidden love could have. The feelings that could produce.

It´s in the human beeing nature to have this kind of attraction! It´s a fact!!!